sometimes you wonder what's it all for? why are you doing what you are doing. maybe with everything that's going on now, i begin to lose track of what i'm actually supposed to do. oh whatever. been really busy lately with planning of the trip and all. air and rail tickets settled. but get this, the rail tickets cost nearly twice that of the air tickets. finally settled on the places we wanna go. settled the accomodation. so all major things done. except money. but that'll work itself out eventually. right? i mean if you leave a problem alone long enough, it'll camouflage or disappear or something. and you don't even realise its existence. or even better, you get used to it being around that it ceases to be a problem. or the best one.. someone else will solve the problem and its not a problem anymore. aint life grand. ok. i don't even know what i'm talking about now. its just that i'm such a cow. i frigging run from problems. aviod at all cost. sometimes i even pretend it doesn't exist. when am i gonna learn.
right, i know. earn more money?
~bigSis