I'm bored. this is what happens when u spend half the day deciphering german technical lang.
bored bored bored.
look what i've done!
wheeeee!
The 3 Golden Rules:
1. List ten things you want to say to 10 people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but leave a name, or at least something I can refer you by.
1. You have the most brilliant beautiful eyes I have ever seen. hahah. (it could be you, ask me!!)
2. I love you! You are my best friend, confidant and my world is made better with you in it.
3. Yes, I totally agree. you should G R O W up. Get over yourself already.
4. Please stop doing the things that you do. For once, just suck it in and do it. I know you have it in you. Stop giving others chances to put you down. You show them!
5. I'm totally proud of you. yes, it sounds condescending, but I am. I really hope everything pulls through for you. You deserve it!
6. Please make my Residence Permit happen, whoever you are!
7. Sometimes I wanna strangle you, other times I don't know what to do with you. But most of the time, I love you to bits.
8. You are really mean sometimes you know. Though i know you dont really mean what you say sometimes.
9. Come on, if you like me, say it already. You might be in for a surprise. (hahaha, cryptic ya?)
10. You speak too fast. I only pretend to understand you. (haha, this applies only to a few people that i have met here in Berlin.)
see, shozzy, i'm doing this thingy of yours!
everybody who reads this, do it!!!!
wheeee!
-bigsis
ok..i know its always not all as bad as it seems but let me whine.
first. residence permit. i need a residence permit to stay here for more than 3 months. but to get that, i need a student visa. and i actually had to get that in singapore. well, in singapore, i did apply for a visa AND the permit. but the stupid lady said that all i had to do was hand up my form and that will be that. and now, apparently i dont have a visa and the embassy is taking such a long time to get back to anyone (me or my parents). it sucks. but i'll go to the permit office in my school in about an hour and try to solve this problem.
secondly. if i do get to make my permit. i will have to send my passport away for i dunno how many weeks and i'll be going to paris in 3 weeks! but i have a backup plan for this. yes, amazingly i do.
thirdly, my modules are messed up. i have to redo my module plan as some lecturers are not willing to let me do the exam in English. and i cant take certain grad modules. (all grad modules are in english) and to apply for some modules, i have to write a letter and submit my (pathetic) cv. But, i did that already. and at the end of the day, im not doing mech eng stuff. so what am i doing? But, there is another course that i will check out next week and hopefully, that will work out and i'm crossing my fingers really hard here.
fourthly, i might have to change flight plans due to changing timetable. hopefully, they wont charge me more than 20 euros or something.
argh.
but apart from this beareaucratic shit. everything else is dandy.
-bigsis
ok! yays! exams are over.. starting playing maple *cringe*.. an upcoming vice for yours truly.. wahs! anyways..
just watched ice age 2.. funny! good show! enjoyed myself throughly! hee.. hmm.. guess i will help out as much as i can w mummy and kenny! hmm.. need to find work.. but.. perhaps at a later date.. hmm.. now.. need to arrange holiday to chiangmai.. co-ordinate stuff w mummy.. help out w monday class.. kenny's gymnastics.. yup yup.. and! CLEAR CIP HOURS! wahs!
ahhahaah.. ok.. so.. what's next.. go for ballet.. cello.. pay my fees *cringe*..
and.. yes! kamil is in tekong.. yet again.. so sat/sun will see him.. hee.. seems like my days are pretty filled out.. and i havent even got a job yet! wahs!
oooo.. heard abt some lobangs here and there... hmm.. will check them out.. GET A JOB soon, i must!
ooo.. kenny's easter concert.. next sunday! whee!
p.s: choppa! its boring to blog alone!! JOIN ME!!
~lilsis~
was requsted to do this.. so here goes..
The 3 Golden Rules:
1. List ten things you want to say to 10 people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but leave a name, or at least something I can refer you by.
1. I am actually glad I don't see you often nowadays, actually! Because each time I see you, your tone and choice of words bring me down.. I feel useless and inadequate.. too bad i NEED to see you.. still must travel to make it convenient for you.. wahahahahs.. actually.. i meet for selfish reasons.. (p.s: if you think this is you.. feel free to ask.. no problem! i will tell you who this is meant for! wahahahah!)
2. I love you. And I really wish you would see my point of view sometimes and be friendlier..
3. I love you. And you have really been a HUGE inspiration in my life.
4. I love you (ok! i am starting to see a pattern here! some 'expression' issues!). Life would never be the same without you. I would not be who I am without you.
5. I love you. My angel.
6. I'm Pregnant (hahaha! this is funny! I would say this to a TON of people.. but it wouldnt be true.. at least for the next coupla of years! Just wanna say it for kicks! but nah... ahahha.. i'm MUCH too nice)
7. Sometimes, you just need to grow up and destroy those prejudices..
8. Stop being such a bimbo... half an hour.. ok.. 24/7.. PUH-Lease! NOOO!!
9. PLEASE JUST GIMME AN A+! (this is for more than 1 people.. in fact.. its.. 5 people this sem.. *clue.. i take 5 modules this sem.. )
10. I hope you are happy, and that you are contented with your life...
and the 5 pple i would like to see do this are.. CHOPPA! DEBBIE! MICHELLE NG! MICHELLE CHEW! err.. YOU! wahahahhas.. actually.. i dont HAVE 5 names.. i just said the 1st 5 who caught my eye on MSN.. ahahhaha... you might not even have a blog.. ahhaha.. so.. err.. yeah! just knock yourselves out!
~lilsis~
wahs.. i was reading the past 2 posts.. and realised that we didnt indentify ourselves.. ahhs.. wells.. wahahah.. too bad! we forget stuff sometimes.. anyways.. in school.. doing stats.. whee.. and my nose has just turned frigid.. group study rooms kill my nose.. *sniffle*
wahs! yes.. i need to post this.. cuz.. kamil REQUESTED i did..
Kamil passed his driving test.. and had 2 demerit points!
therefore, he is an excellent driver!
heh..
~lilsis~
greetings from berlin.
i need to rant.
stupid frigging idiot PR* guy.
first, he insults my chinese.
ok, nevermind, i know its really bad.then, he insults my violin playing- because i managed to borrow a violin from my friend and he didn't want to leave the classroom during the break, so he had to endure the arduous task of hearing me play.
ok, nevermind again, because i know i haven't practiced in a while and i was attempting the concertos.then, he insults singapore and said that singapore is worse than berlin and the food sucks and its really boring there- and so was that why i like Berlin so much?
that did it for me. i was like, goodness are you retarded or something? is this how you make frigging conversation, you psycho weirdo? but i was like,"well, in singapore there are actually a lot of nice food and definitely very palatable for any asian tongue. its not difficult at all to find good food at great value, etc."frigging bitch.
other than this moronic maggoty piece of shit, Berlin has been great!
super mega toll!!
supposed to be studying stats.. then i got distracted.. hah! but i DID do some stuff.. so, its not like i neglected my work..
anyway.. what distracted me was the past.. went blog-hunting.. and i went through some old friend's stuff on Friendster.. you know.. looking at their pictures.. and portfolios.. testimonials.. it really made me miss the good old times.. when all we worried about was making sure we could balance CCA and Tutorials.. those times spent at void decks.. talking about whatever.. the times spent in class.. with 16-18 people who you know well.. who you can joke around with.. the times when you didnt have to switch classes, and make new classmates every 6 months.. the times when you ACTUALLY had the time to bond.. to make a impression.. to leave footprints in the heart...
and i went back furthur still.. the Cedar days.. when everyone was still so innocent.. and we used words like 'stressed and depression' with no real understanding of them.. of days when i wanted to just do well.. of days when i told myself that to be strong, i had to use positive thinking, and that there was no such thing as being 'stressed'.. that 'stress' was just a state of mind.. and that, i could overcome it.. those were days filled with simple pleasures, learning how to get around the system.. learning how to take full advantage of loopholes in the system..
then i remembered an old P6 friend of mine- chingwen.. wow.. how fast has time flown by.. i can scarcely remember her.. all i remember is the loyalty.. the honesty, and my gratitude for her genuinity.. she has grown so much.. blossomed, really..
so many memories.. and i just want time to stop.. so i can recall, and savour all the good times..
but time moves on.. and so must we..
yet another chapter closes.. its time school closed for the summer, and its time i went out to get new experiences, and make new friends..
but, Thank God for some things never change.. the unfaltering love and support from those who care..
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