hey! long time have i not here posted!
hahah, that was german grammar.
see, its a screwed up language huh?

anyway, the weather is so crazy nowadays. scorching blazing hotness in the day. the kind of hotness that all u can feel is the heat searing into your skin. the stillness of the air. the trickle of your sweat down your back. down your front. the claustrophobicness of the heat trapping you in.

and then the evening comes and sometimes that brings a cool breeze and beautiful blue-pink skies. And its nice to sit by the window and drink milo.

packed a box to be shipped home - when i come back from Munich that is. I was so tired that I fell asleep on the floor once it was packed.

anyway, its full of mixed feelings for me to leave this place, to leave people that i have come to know and really grown to like and love. now that exams are over, people are partying left, right, centre as they say it back home. the best parties (i feel) are always held in the park. with the night breeze, the huge sky full of stars. music. And the crazy ones with themes.

anyway, i came across this song which really describes exactly how i feel when i get my moments. (ahhh, yes, it sounds bimboish to have moments)

We'll do it all
Everything. On our own
We don't need
Anything Or anyone

If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know How to say How I feel
Those three words Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me To find my own

If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

-Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

ok, yes, i know its from Grey's. If you watch it that is.
Just don't read too much into it.
I don't usually like to post things that are too personal, so indulge me just this once.

-bigSis